Almost..

Dear Cody,
Its almost been a full two months since you've been gone..
And WOW.. I can't believe you've been gone that fucking long.. I miss you so much, you have no ideaa. I just.. Wow. Sitting here looking back..If someone woulda said two months from now, You'd be long gone, I'd stand up and punch them out, Cause they're all wrong.... Who knew..?
I know what's done is done.. But i want you back here.. =/.
I'm still waiting for this all to be a horrible dream to wake up outta..

But even with you gone.. I'm doing so much.. I do what i want now.. and i dont care what my mom thinks.. and i'm ordering my FCKH8 shirts.. "Some Dudes Marry Dudes..get Over it!"
And im gonna wear it with PRIDE! :D

I do love you Cody.. And i regret every minute that I wasn't able to tell you that I did..
Love you always,
Kody :)