Sigh..

I don't even know where to start...

All I've been thinking about lately.. Is Cody.. =/.. I miss him more than words can even describe.
He was the best thing that I EVER had..And the best thing I ever will have had..
And ugh..That stupid ass.. I just..I don't even knoww.. I'd give anything to have him back here in my arms..
I still don't believe he's gone.. I'm waiting for his text to tell me to get my ass over there, so we can do something.. =/. I just..
I can't do this..