I Miss You..

Dear Cody,
Oh how it has been just over a month
And how I can't deal with you being gone..
I'm just waiting to wake up from this horrible horrible dream,
And look at my phone and have a text from you telling me to "get my ass over there"
But that isn't gonna happen.. =/.

Oh Cody.. I just wish you would have said something.. We all woulda been there for you, me included..
I know I wasn't the best at that with my parents.. But I woulda been there for you in a heartbeat..
*Sigh* I know i can't do anything anymore, whats done is done.. But oh how I just wish that things were different..
I miss you BEYOND what words can even begin to describe..

I love you, and i miss you..
-Kody

:(

So this summer was like pretty amazzzing! Better than i thought it would be..
I had some good times with my besties! :)!
I got to goto camp as a counselor,
I got two jobs! :D! (Which I didn't think would happen.)
..I also got me a boyfriend :) which I'm super super happy about! :)!
Ironic thing.. His name is also Cody! :)! Which I think is super cool! ha!


So tonight I decided to ask my mom if i was allowed to date..
Ah yeah, that didn't go as well as planned.. She basically told me I wasn't allowed to.. And then proceeded to tell me that if I lived my life the way that I wanted to, bad things would happen to me, and I wouldn't be happy the way that it was going from there.. =/.. which I totally get.. But you think a mother would be happy for you.. and not try to put you down like that....? That's how I look at it anywaysssss.. =/.
I just want one of those relationships where I can tell my parents whats actually happening in my life, rather than lie like I have been practically all summer.. =/.

Summer '010 :)

Ahh,
So it has almost been an ENTIRE month of summer vacation! And so far..It still is boring as hell!

Even though my parents barely ever let me out.. I've actually been hanging out with people quite a bit..More than I thought.. But its all during the day.. Not much at night, which is when i get most bored..

BUTTTT... I'm hoping that, that all changes very sooon! Tomorrow morning i have a job interview at Scheels :) Which im SUPPPPPERRRRRR excited about! At first I didn't wanna work there.. But now thinking about it.. I really wouldn't mind working there! So I'm really hoping that i get the job :)

Ahh..So.. Summer '010 started Tuesday
And at first I was like ahh.shit..this is gonna be the most boring-est summer
Cause one..I can't afford to go anywhere..So basically i juss sit at home..
Two.. Cause My moms ALWAYS Home in the day :(, And that basically just sucks
Threee.. Is i've basically sat around so far

BUTTTTTTT...That all changed like.. Yesterday
Me and sara started to hang out more.. Bike rides around town, and shit like that. And I don't know. It made me happy cause, basically thats all i've done And then last night.. Kayce Sara, and Me... went to the theaters to see DATE NIGH! :)! It was SO GREAT I love hanging out with them :)
And then tonight.. I'm waiting on Kaitlyn to get done babysitting.. and then I'm gonna drive over to her house.. And she's gonna drive to T-BELL :) Which im super excited about :)

Ahh.. thats enough for now :P

Hmm..Bad day?

Soo.. Idk..
Rough afternoon basically.. =/.
The school parking lot is like so hard to get out that if you want out..cut people off.and squeeze in wherever you can!
So basically I did that, and I cut wyatt off..
And sarcastically I texted him and was like Hey,thanks for letting me out :)
And then he texted me back, just screaming at me,saying I almost hit him,and that he hates me, and that he hopes I crash my car and diee...
And then we got into this like, HUGE fight..Over everything that we possibly could have..
And I don't know it just like set me over the edge, because like everything that he said..I don't know.. It juss made me mad.. and Idk..It was so dumb the way that he was saying the stuff..Like how much he hated me..and a bunch of other BS I can't say otherwise Mrs B will yell at me.. =/.

So like I don't know that stuff really made me like super madd.. =/.

And on top of it..My report card came..
I'll admit..It wasn't the greatest..But it's pretty good for the class load that I havee..
I had a 2.9GPA for the quarter..and my dad is sitting here telling me that it needs to be at LEAST a 3.0..But yet he doesn't get how hard my class load is..With the two math classes.. =/.It took him like 2-3 years to pass algebra one.. so yeah..

Ugh!

Eh..Bad weekend..

Soo..
I don't know,
This weekend was by far one of the worst in a long time..
Why?
Because I used to talk to my friend, like ALL the time... I didn't talk to her like at all! The only time I talked to her was when I asked her if she wanted a ride to school..
And since I haven't talked to her.. I also haven't talked to our other friend since, like Thursday..
I don't know what I did... But I don't know that I wanna try anymore to be their friends.. Or if i should just give up.. =/.

And I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.. I started talking to this person..And noww.. I've fallen for that person.. One good thing is that they ACTUALLY live here in Wisconsin! But.. He lives across the state :(...

Eh, I just needed to write, to get all this BS off my minddd...

Digital Footprint,

A positive digital footprint is all about what people see about you,when they search for you on the internet.
It is very very very important to have a good positive digital footprint because future employers can look you up before hiring you,and decide weather you will be a good employee or not.

I think that you could always use your first name, just your first name though. Same as pictures.I think that as long as its appropriate, you should be able to use your own pictures not avatars.

Who should teach us to be internet savvy? I think that our parents should! Because they are the ones who have taught us while growing up on what to do, i think that hey should be the ones responsible for teaching us to be internet savvy.

When registering on a new website, i think that all you should need is your FIRST name, and an email where you can be contacted at! Nothing more!, No home address, no cell phone number or anything.

The sites that i can be found on online are here on Blogger, Facebook, Myspace, Twitter, Yahoo, AIM, MSN, and EPals.